My head cracked opened

Who is God, and does he exist?
My faith in a higher being, I cannot resist
Without any evil, there cannot be good
You don't believe it? Maybe you should
He gives me strength I thought I didn't have
I just fall to my knees and soon I feel glad
Sometimes I stray away just for a bit
But when I return, He's there, He never quits
That Jimmy Wayne song says it with trust
"I Love You This Much" isn't that enough?
Unconditionally, God is always there
When you love, hate, question or are in despair
You never lose when you trust in God
Take a leap of faith in the midst of a mob
Some people say he doesn't exist, his wonders they forgot
I look at the world and think...how could he not.

It holds me tight all around,
I cannot free myself from these ropes that are bound.
Try as I may, as hard as I can,
I'll never escape, time for a new plan.
Should I give in and learn to accept,
Life isn't as I will it, and neither is death.
I can only focus on the here and the present,
If you think I'm living depressed, I miss represent it.
Shit happens, but I move on,
I keep my head up, try to keep strong.
"Why is there death?" I often loudly cry,
"To make life important" that's simply why.
Death Makes life hard, I understand,
What to do? just live, that's all you can.

memories and past events flying through my head
good and bad and ugly days just racing through my head
was i wrong or was i right in all the things i did
could i have done more or too much were all the things i did
no regrets but so much pain i keep feeling today
so i'll cry and miss you that much is ture, the feelings i feel today

the road is long and never ending
but i am glad for the time we share
and even if this is it
i'll stick with you, i will be there
one last chance to make it right
one last chance to live
no more waiting no more lies
there is nothing left to give
so sleep well tonight for when you wake
the goodbyes will be no fun
and away you'll go only to return
when you're all healed and done.