My head cracked opened

It holds me tight all around,
I cannot free myself from these ropes that are bound.
Try as I may, as hard as I can,
I'll never escape, time for a new plan.
Should I give in and learn to accept,
Life isn't as I will it, and neither is death.
I can only focus on the here and the present,
If you think I'm living depressed, I miss represent it.
Shit happens, but I move on,
I keep my head up, try to keep strong.
"Why is there death?" I often loudly cry,
"To make life important" that's simply why.
Death Makes life hard, I understand,
What to do? just live, that's all you can.